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Just as its pronounciation sounds, it spells out P.A.I.N minus the “T”. You got paint from the ball. If you got the paint, you got the pain too. What a name.

But it was fun nailing each other down. I felt the fun & excitement, but I felt no pain. I wasn’t shot at all… hahaha. (Thank god!) But some said it’s incomplete to have played paintball if you can’t feel the pain from the paintball.

Huh,… but, but,…. if shot, it takes at least a week to heal. So, which would you prefer?

- being lucky?  Or

- getting the ’syiok’ paintball pain?

Ok, ok, not that I didn’t get any pain la… muscle-ache, consider? hahaha.. but I almost injure in jungle trekking with the ATV, ok! Almost. Lucky Me!

Long long time ago, have you wish for something? So much so, that you dream to own that thing, but unable to due to circumstances. “If only…” Being weak at that point of time, letting it go seems to be the only choice. Afterall, a dream could remain as a dream you dreamt for forever.

Then came one day, things had changed. Times passed and you realized circumstances changed. The thing you dreamt for now, could be in your possession if only you still want it. I’d say, “Life’s so many surprises.” Shockingly unbelievable!

Humans are humans. When you dreamt of something that’s impossible, you’ll have determination to go after it. Success is like striking lottery, if you ever hit one. And now, impossible is nothing, but the urge no longer in play. That’s human norm. Who has not in this state of mind before? Answer is NO. Hahaha… yah! You are human, I’m human and we are all humans.

You’ll see, force not. Things will come naturally when the time is right, when the destiny is right. Hence, dream no more. If it’s meant to be, it will be.

My life? Never better. Cheers!

Hmm.. it’s been so long, way long that I’ve never getting fit. Firstly, ain’t got the time. Secondly, hard to find a ‘kaki’.

Can’t remember when was the last time I swim, nor the last time I jumping around on the dancing map. Some said I put on weight. Maybe. Especially my ……  Fats retained for things I fed into my mouth, my tummy ‘coz I’m not living healthy. Sport-less. The last adventurous act I had done - Dark Caves, was in May (hehe…my name). Got myself swollen & bruised. Hopefully, the coming paintball plan ‘jadi’. I’d like to see blue black on my fair skin.

Lots of projects taking place at work. Lethargic. Trying to keep up my energy meter. Trying to find a place to release. I’m not getting fit. For quite some times, I’ve never party-out. I wanted to scream my lungs out, whilst swinging to my favourite numbers. Last thrilled was in July.  Ooo… I miss it!

Not only getting fat, but getting eyes bag as well. Ya, sleeping late. Ermm, lots of thinking to do ma… & also busied for brother’s wedding. I almost in tears, feeling happy for him, for the wonderful dinner we had. Now that it’s over, but I’m still lacking of sleep.

Hmm, life can’t be wasted like that hor… I got myself a new swimsuit. Am ready to get fit again. Playing water. And I got myself a pair of nice shoe, good for use at salsa. Some videos too for dancing, just basic steps. One day, I’ll make my way to join the rest of them at the clubs for some latin swings. Oh! Not forgetting a treat to the spa/massage real soon…and, errr…  maybe a symbolic stain on my my body part?

C’mon, life’s about enjoyment. Do the things you like to do, wokay!!!

My life is brilliant
My love is pure
I saw an angel.
Of that I’m sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won’t lose no sleep on that,
‘Cause I’ve got a plan.

But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

- James Blunt -