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Yeah,… must blog back something happy… for example, watching movie is a good one. Give yourself a break from daily hassles. So I caught “yours, mine & ours” 2 days ago. Was informed that we’ll be watching “the inside man” at first, that’s why the guys came. Manatau my friend got mixed up and all of us went in for the one big happy family show. Well, the flick was good, not bad in terms of entertaining. Everyone of us got entertained. Sometimes, is the crowd that matters - talking nonsense, sharing jokes & teasing around. Full of entertainment; before, during & after.

This morning, went media screening for “Ice Age 2″. No expectation going in, just an objective: To get a good laugh, apart from supporting the clients. Nice catching up with them. Ice ice baby.. ok, back to the movie. It was really hilarious. The lines, the characters, the scenes, the songs… all of it! Very enjoyable flick, that I reckoned everyone of you not to miss it. Especially if you have watched episode 1, remember how we often amused by the silliness obsession of Scrat (hope I got it right). He has more role this time around, and nobody would ever thought he is part of the hero in this movie saving the herds, incidentally while foolishly getting his favourite nut. Enough said, the rest you got to catchup on your own. Now go get yourself out with friends for some laughs! If you don’t find the movie as interesting as my remarks here… well, you still have great time with your friends, don’t you?

Down, down, down… that was the ride for the past week n days. Very down that everything done seems went wrong, down-time feeling at most. So many factors, more or less the same shits again, happening at different days of life. The atomic accumulation is humongous and has taken all over me; my mind, my soul, my blood, my brain, my body. Wanted to put a stop to this as the suicidal meter is at rise and is continue rising. Still, I’m glad to have friends’ comfort and motivation to hold on along the days. Thanks for being my listeners and my punching pillow as I threw em’ up. It does help… at least it get me back on track, keep focus and move on.

I knew I’ve tried very hard to practice what I’ve been told. But somehow, grief is still within me. So misery and so devastated in conjunction with the period of the moon. What the “F”! And in this dying-state-of-mind, the only way out is to let go. Yes, letting go… play the images, relax with enchanting music, confession and let the destruction occupy the very last moment of the night before bidding the world farewell.

Lucky enough, to wake up the next morning, I’m still breathing, of course. As if reincarnated, everything is back to normal. Lighter, cheery and more focus doing what I’m always good at. Thank you fairy mother who has taken all my sorrow away and bring me strength to move on, for she heard my voice and punished those who had hurt me so deep. Maybe, I should see it in another ray of light… whatever bad things happened to me, not necessary to jump into conclusion so fast ‘coz there is others who are more misfortunate than me.

I enjoyed watching FD1 & FD2… so I thought it’d be the same for FD3. So, FD3 started out with the giant roller coaster ride… well, as expected, the beginning of a death journey. The shooting and effect is terrific! And immediately it put me into horrifying state of mind if I’d play the roller coaster again. I’ll think twice now, although I’ve always like to ride on all these adventurous and challenging games. Maybe, it’s also due to age factor. Guts aren’t as brave as before.

But that’s not my point of writing. I felt the storyline is short… everything happen so fast, in very predictable manner unlike FD2. FD2 delivered lots of suspense and ooos and arrhhs. FD3 didn’t. However, do expect lots of ugly, bloody, horrendous death in actions. Yucks and pukes!

As for the ending, it’s up to your taste (something similar to Sepet). Ended abruptly with the cinema lights on and credits start rolling. Did they die or did they escape again? Well, I don’t think they are so lucky this time around. They just have to join the rest departed earlier. Somehow, it’s really has to end, isn’t it? …For I’m not putting up hope again for the next Final Destination.