Would you rather or rather not?
Discovering a secret?
Close your eyes and imagine for a moment that you accidentally found out what you are not suppose to know?
Secret well-kept between 2 persons (or more), that has been going for quite some times without you realized.
Conversation went through and fro, having no idea who started the judgment.
Worst, you are the victim.
How do you feel?
The shocking truth just in front of your eyes, portion of the hush-hush recorded in history that was unsuccessfully erased.
Heart cramped, oh-no…. not good feeling obviously, a sense of billions bees stinging, all at one time.
You wonder what’s happening.
What created this hostility that people were not in favor of you?
Could it be something you have done wrong without conscious?
These people that you are close with, happens to see almost everyday, maybe.
In the olden days, the elderly have already advised.
“You can’t fully trust a person eventhough you feel like he is your good pal.
‘Coz one day, you never know this pal get your own back.”
Of course you wanted the best for everything. Perfectionist, maybe.
But some times, these people just wouldn’t appreciate what you’ve taught them.
They treat you very nice at surface and they uttered owing you abundant of thanks.
But deep done inside is a different story.
So, you think again. Think and think and think again.
Why? What’s the reason?
Well, you know some people do revenge. Either physically or emotionally.
Just because you’ve learnt and questioned the integrity of his obligation.
Withholding unreasonable lies, and not standing up to his own fault.
So it doesn’t matter. You don’t want things to turn bad either.
And there you kept the secret within yourself after discussing with the man of authority, saving the future of this fellow by giving a second chance.
Since then, come the allies, wandering off.
He left unfriendliness. Not at least thankful.
Now, one truth is out. But nobody knows the other truth, except the man of authority.
Who’s the culprit now?
How to get yourself out of this? Everyone think you are the problem.
Who know what actually lie in you?
Remain only suffers, a pledge of not to tell anyone.
Swallow only the silent tears.
