September Mourning
This year, September came earlier. The badness, as compared to last. The mourn already kicked in in August. So sadd….
She died & leave me here, alone in this world. A world of which I’m not so sure of what tomorrow brings. The sky seems to get darker and darker as the stars gradually disappearing. Lost in space.
The day she went away, it was a heartache. Life sometimes can be so unfair. When some people enjoying good taste of life, they are some savouring the bitterness. It has been quite a struggle for her though, no one understand better besides me, for she has always been around my life. I’m her only closest friend.
And being the closest friend, I couldn’t help much. I’m sad for her, and I haven’t been sleeping well then. Since her time is due and that she wants to return, I pray for her a better journey thereafter. I pray for her to be loved more, to have more good friends and to a smoother of everything that she has been lacking in her life. That was her wishes, just before she departed.
Now that she’s gone, and like-said “I’m not so sure of what tomorrow brings.” Hence, it’s better to sit here waiting for beautiful stars falling from the sky again.
Charmaine said,
September 1, 2006 @ 6:21 pm
We cannot direct the wind…but we can adjust the sails. Totally understood how u felt. Having to witness someONE slipped out of our life, ONE who is precious in your eyes…aint easy task to move on. But as human, we tend to stay on becoz of the human values set by our very own system. Time to move on women. There’s nothing more precious to count your blessings onto your surrounding loves one who is still alive (,”)
Michael said,
September 1, 2006 @ 6:42 pm
Sorry to hear your lost. Cheer up. Gambateh