When I see sky is blue…
Monday is always associated with Monday blues, especially for working people. For me, it’s often not the case. I look forward. However, today I finally experienced it.
Celebrated over the weekend, and I have very enjoyable moments with close friends. Thinking that this year will be somewhat different as I sniffed of something brewing and boiling. Feeling myself on the peak in my dreamy world, nothing best describes my sentiment then. High in spirits.
There were sayings ‘when you climb so high, falling down will be painful’. Just like when you have set a high expectation and not able to accomplish it, the disappointment is massive.
What’s more damage when it falls on the anniversary day you were born? Feeling like a loser falling deep into valley. Wordless but shattered. Congratulations on having it a memorable one that will be remembered for long. I have fallen sick. Migraine and worn-out for not enough rest the night before over lengthy conversation. I have gastric and then feeling bloated after meal. PMS, maybe. The world just looks gloomy last night.
And then I realize today’s also my day. Chinese calendar, 9th day of the 9th month – last day for worshipping the ‘9 wong yeah’ festival. Western and Chinese, back to back. Lucky or unlucky?
Crawling up so to be able to stand again. Like the other sayings, ‘when you fall, you must learn to stand up and continue walking’. I want to resume the happy, chirpy and witty me but of course it’s not going to happen at a glimpse.
Nevertheless, I’m still happy with all the pressie I’ve got from you all. Not forgetting the priceless precious times spent with my dearest & bestest Luis. And wow! A brand new CK shade!!!
Thank you, thank you, thank you all! And I see someone has already realized the harm done is now begging for forgiveness. Hahahaha…..bubbling, isn’t it?
