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Sunday, 26^th marked another eventful day, of those ‘once in a lifetime journey’. Joined my brother and his marathon gang to a flying fox adventure at Bkt. Cahaya , Shah Alam. It’s just a flying fox game, should be fun, no big deal.

Arriving there, gave me a shock seeing all the freaky thrills ahead. My heart was already beating very fast during the instructor’s briefing. And when it’s my turn for the warm-up session, I felt shaky. Climbing up, crossing the hanging trunk pole, swinging to the net only then getting onto the flying fox. Very ashamed being the big screamer there shouting for mummy and helps. Little girl, me. And they got me video-recorded. Euuu…

But who said screaming is not good? Hahaha… at least I hype up the tension around. For some, screaming is a method of releasing fear. Better scream than chicken out. And so I completed the whole mission, 23 acts altogether without fail.

Climbing two three stories high rise platform, walking on netting bridge,  crossing a tree trunk, walking on hanging zig-zag track, flying foxes here and there, swinging on suspension bridge, etc. etc. But the most difficult and scary ones are nonetheless crossing the hanging swing pole from one another to get to the other end of the platform. Followed by the act of swinging from plank to plank like tarzan… “ohh hooh hooooh” (more like monkey, us…hahaha).

So hyper up, after completed the mission… once again, I did the warm-up set as a wrap for the entire journey ~ so called warm down. Fear no longer a factor. Unbelievable to everyone in the group seeing this little girl is such a ‘hidden tiger, crouching dragon’. Someone who seem so scare at first stage is the one who can complete the whole game so daringly. I’m proud that I did it ma! So, people… never underestimate. This is the world of kecil-kecil cilipadi…. muahahahaa

Finished up the adventure, we went to the Four Season House – it’s summer, but more like spring to us. And then we drove all the way to Pulau Carrie, Klang for a sumptuous seafood dinner. Ooo… but before the feast, we ate durians, accompanied by a cooling coconut drink. Very fulfilling trip and very aching trip, pain at abdomen & biceps/triceps. Driving is kinda hard today, when maneuver the gear. Ouchhh….

Here are the photos of those brave heroes & heroines (myself, included of course haha): www.gongjiao.blogs.friendster.com/photos/skytrex_adventure/index.html

And here’s the link for you to test out your fear: www.skytrex-adventure.com

There’s a hate. Hate, hate, hate. Damn the G.

Things have gone worst compared then, at a very speedily rates. It has become no longer safe for us anymore. Cases after cases, days after days. So many news been reported every day. Tired been bombarded by all the hearings during breakfast, at late nights and occasionally in between the day. Blame who?

Hell curse for the mentioned above, very above and all those menace under the umbrella corporation. Only know how to create pain in others, without doing much. Doing nothing to prevent it from further spread, only know how to talk and act sympathy when situation presented in public. Become gone case after some times. Hate it, hate it!!!

Doesn’t he know what happening out there? It’s something growing very wild and dicey. Very alarming rate somemore, harrrloooooooooo… can you hear me???? Yoohooooo…. Duh. This is an urgency call la pak… can you please answer the cries in your people. Stop other not important works, focus and focus. Guard safe your home, our home. Make it a better place for everyone. A better place for the young ones so that it’s a safe ride home each time.

Oh God! Do you hear… it’s agonizing!! Bless and protect each and everyone from the dark. Be the G that keeps safe all of us since the other G are folding arms only to themselves. Hear me, hear us… pleaseee… I want out, out, out!!!

One, two, three, four, five. Five, at least. Some of which barely there - not included.

Ambigious at first, wondering why things keep repeating. Then came the clairvoyance, truth as it may seems. Now not only it occured once but twice. Got me into seeing things clearly, a deeper level at understanding.

As one who always perceived by others, a happy-go-lucky person, someone who live in a worryless world of its own. Yes, of what I could say it’s indeed a strong characteristic, born within the destiny of the strong ones.

Satisfy not, not willing to compromise walking the path unfold. Because I will try not to let you dictate my life. I will fight for it, my vow, two three years back. There’s no maybe, no perhaps. It’s either being the one and only or never.

Since there’s not  much left to spend, I need to move out and on. I want to spread my wings out and fly again. Onto the right trail. Only then, I can see the world more and gets going. Tough for I’m strong, but I am stronger.

I live for the future. Taking two steps at a time, when some just one smaller step. I get out to break away again, to break free and catching up with all the goods that I has been missing eversince and now. It’s all coming to me at sudden, this determination has gotten me to move freely and couldn’t be bother anymore. Like the song ‘Que Sera Sera ~ whatever will be, will be’.

Even if I might not taking the right path, but at least I choose to change. And I’ll take charge of whatever happen until I finally meet Justin somewhere out there. I see paradise then.