Forever Paradise
One, two, three, four, five. Five, at least. Some of which barely there - not included.
Ambigious at first, wondering why things keep repeating. Then came the clairvoyance, truth as it may seems. Now not only it occured once but twice. Got me into seeing things clearly, a deeper level at understanding.
As one who always perceived by others, a happy-go-lucky person, someone who live in a worryless world of its own. Yes, of what I could say it’s indeed a strong characteristic, born within the destiny of the strong ones.
Satisfy not, not willing to compromise walking the path unfold. Because I will try not to let you dictate my life. I will fight for it, my vow, two three years back. There’s no maybe, no perhaps. It’s either being the one and only or never.
Since there’s not much left to spend, I need to move out and on. I want to spread my wings out and fly again. Onto the right trail. Only then, I can see the world more and gets going. Tough for I’m strong, but I am stronger.
I live for the future. Taking two steps at a time, when some just one smaller step. I get out to break away again, to break free and catching up with all the goods that I has been missing eversince and now. It’s all coming to me at sudden, this determination has gotten me to move freely and couldn’t be bother anymore. Like the song ‘Que Sera Sera ~ whatever will be, will be’.
Even if I might not taking the right path, but at least I choose to change. And I’ll take charge of whatever happen until I finally meet Justin somewhere out there. I see paradise then.
