Hello October!
Ar lui sang a song that rhymes something like this, “up, up, down, down…down, up, up, up, down, down, up, up…” exact words, can’t recall. Is a song about life. There are ups and downs in everyone lives.
Life is like an intense roller coaster ride. It goes up and up and up to a peak, and then it runs down, down, down… never stop. Continuously up down up down.
It’s a year, almost, an anniversary from last - riding downward again. Was in a very, very depress mood at the end of September. Not sure if it has to do with that weird encounter… it was a sudden loss of strengths and controls, am down. Everything got tangled up in mind, anxiety. Work, family and personal issues all united together and blasted.
Feeling sad, no one is there to understand own sentiment. And I let it out again. Can’t remember when the last recent teardrops were falling for the similar angst.
Luckily, the resentment didn’t take long time to heal. I’m glad I understand life at a different outlook, on a roller coaster it is. Healing, and be able to up again.
Hello October! I’m reborn again in this brand new month, a month of my presence for the past twenty plus years. A month I want to be filled with many happiness and pleasant things in life. I want to be happy this year, this time around. Cheers & Happy Birthday!
Jenny said,
October 7, 2007 @ 7:33 pm
The full song is “Our journey thru life, goes up and down, up and down, up and down! Our journey thru life, goes up and down, all thru the years!”
If got chance, I can sing for you too